Just don't feel like writing anymore

I lost my mother on June 1st to an abdominal aneurysm that she knew she had for 2 years and didn't tell anyone or bother to get fixed.

My sister, Barbara, wrote this in an email to everyone -

"she also had been to the doctors just a couple months ago, and the doctor advised her to get the operation--- She "Refused".... We have to try to understand that She wanted it this away... She kept it from us, so that we would not Worry and call her all the time...That operation, at that stage, would have been a risk either way she decided..

Yes, it was a Shock to all that this happened so fast... I am glad in a way that it was, cause if I had to sit there and watch her fade away, it would have been harder... It's just so crazy... We may or may not ever Understand.... WHY?

Just hold on the every Precious Moment and Thought and know that Mom is always with you - In Heart and Soul...

God only knows how much we Love her and Miss her - Mom was our Best Friend as well as our Mother.... We will survive (somehow, someday)"